When you apply eyeshadow, you want to make sure you apply it to the entire lid, rght up to the crease. If you fail to do this, your eyes tend to look smaller and it is easier to see flaws in the makeup, such as uneven eyeshadow in either eye.
Ur profile name has crazy in it for a reason! U are just trying to have fun who cares what other people think about your makeup? Your makeup shows who you are. Not who you arnt. Take a shot at it :)